Putting my ducks in a row.....

...And ranting is required.
I want to take this time to dedicate this rant to Joe D. This after what I thought was a great phone conversation that was followed up by a vague and uninformative letter.
I want to let you know that I less than appreciate the following actions:

1. I don't appreciate you getting engaged to another woman and then asking why I wasn't the women you were about to marry.
2. I don't appreciate you waiting until said engagement to express your feelings for me then causing me to regain the SAME feelings that i worked so hard to move on from. I WAS PERFECTLY HAPPY JUST BEING FRIENDS.
3. I don't appreciate seeing you again after 5 years, reconnecting in a soulful way and you making me want more from that experience.
4. I don't AT ALL appreciate being "put on ice" after what I thought was a great visit to Tennessee.
5. I don't appreciate you suddenly not calling me as frequently as you use to without explanation.
6. I don't appreciate you not being man enough to confront your issues without me probing you to do so.
7. I don't appreciate you thinking that you are such a "stand up guy", when really you are shallow in more ways than one.
8. I don't appreciate you abusing our beautiful past, our friendship and what could've been our future.
9. I don't appreciate your lack of communication, honesty or sincerity.

But it's cool, cuz what I do appreicate is knowing who you really are and not over investing my time, energy, pussy and love on you. Thanks.